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i'm freaking out
this is not what i want
i should be indifferent
but y am i feeling so sad

u r so near
just next 2 me
but y cant i feel u
is it because u r going
or is it because i've never been here

i'm tired
i've been retrained myself 4 weeks
but i cant hold on anymore
dear
i need 2 get out
this game is now out of control
i should get out before i fall again
sorry
cuz i'm afraid of been hurt again
i need 2 run away before i kill myself
u may say i'm weak
whatever
the only thing thats in my mind now is that
i should run

i'm incoherent now
i need 2 stop here

this was written on the train from Paris 2 Rennes


it rained
what am i thinking 'bout
see, this is a journey
which from the beginning u have already knew the end
apparently someday, it'll come 2 the end
so, y am i confused
i knew this, n i still chose 2 start
i did it by myself
so its me who destroyed myself

this is like an animal
always looking 4 luv
always looking 4 warm hugs
always cant get satisfied
always always always

see, u cant blame anyone
thats how this game plays
once u join in
u have 2 obey

y cant i be always happy
it seems like
i cant stay with the same person more tham 72 hrs
otherwise, i get boring
thats my fault, not u

i'm gonna freak out
the sounds n scenery r surrounding in my head
i cant stand on it anymore
not a sec.

thats the contradiction
i want luv, i want happiness
i cant stand on anybody who abandons me

but
i'm afraid of been 2gether 2 long with someone
when the limit comes
i run

i'm not brave
someone said this 2 me long time ago
i'll never forget that
'cuz its also him who told me that
nothing is 4ever (forgive me i just dont wanna remember the following sentence)
see, thats how we ended

so what am i thinking now
i dont know eitehr
who can tell me
or maybe just let me out
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终于 在这里安家2年多 荒废2年多 总计更新2篇后
我来了
因为总是嚷嚷着要搬家
于是 BUS真的不高兴了 它不要我们了

谢谢BUS过去3年多的陪伴
别担心
我还会回去的
现在开始对一切都没信心
BUS和这里 都是我的临时住所
家 天朝不允许我们有家

为免被和谐
三呼万岁 谢主隆恩
GCD万岁万岁万万岁~

PS.我忘记了这里是霓虹的地界 收回上面说的话
不过不知道哪一天天朝一不高兴 我连这里也来不了了
那你们只好等着看我上头条吧

花季少女疯癫自焚为哪般
天朝动怒多年心血成空谈

我习惯了擦肩而过

却不习惯没有你在身边


如果我就此放手

是否

还能在下个路口遇见你

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